I'm going back to blogging when I feel like it.
I've done the five days a week thing. It just didn't work for me.
Yes, I can write that often. Even when I don't feel like it. I can push myself. I can set my own schedule and stick to it. It was good to know this about myself.
But I don't like it. I feel rushed. It doesn't bring me the same joy. I'm a fly-by-the-seat-of-my-pants, make-it-up-as-I-go, bohemian type. I don't like feeling obligated.
Turns out, structure isn't really my thing.
I want to feel what I write instead of feeling like I am doing an assignment. That's why when I want to learn something I read about it or study it instead of taking a class.
My days of answering to someone else are over. I don't need grades to tell me whether I've learned something or not.
And I don't need consistency. Not in this.
Back to the unpredictable -- where I am comfortable.